On my phone I have had MY time and Paris time - it made me feel closer to S&P knowing at a glance what time it was where they were. Just getting off work? Enjoying breakfast? Settling down to watch their American TV shows?
I realized I needed to move on. So, I have finally deleted Paris time off my phone. Now, it isn't a constant remind of what I didn't get to accomplish with them. I don't have that twinge of pain every time I call or text someone.
I haven't heard from them since there were in Oregon in June. Pepe said they would let me know when they are holding a baby in their arms.... I don't know if that will happen or not. I would hope that they would, but then again, I wouldn't blame them at all if I don't ever hear from them again. I have their email address, but I don't want to intrude. I don't want to cause them any more hurt. I am giving them space.
My time in France is done. au revoir et salut
