I am decided to keep my blog going....... I have gone back and forth if I should just delete it since I hasn't served the purpose I had hoped - letting you follow my journey to become a surrogate again.
However, life happens, and I guess when it comes down to it, that is what I am blogging about.
I got pregnant. I am pregnant. I am pregnant!!!!
I have shed my tears and I have mourned for the journey I don't get to complete and the baby I don't get to deliver for S&P. I can't change anything from the past - I am moving forward. I am going to start celebrating!
Today I had my first midwife appointment and in less than an hour I will go to my one and only ultrasound appointment. I am just going to get the dates so we have a more accurate due date. My last 2 children were born *just fine* without an ultrasound and really I don't NEED one now, but it is a want. I want to know my due date. Not that it is written in stone, but all of my children have been born within 7 hours of their due date. I am just curious. ...and I am stubborn.
Tonight I will make my 'official' announcement that we are expecting. My blog followers have been very supportive and it has helped me sooo much. I know I need to stop mourning and I am hoping that I will make today that turning point. I am going to celebrate the upcoming birth of our child!